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24 Hours in Hell
What happened in the last 24 hours I hope to never in my life experience again. My mom found me on the cold tile floor of my bathroom curled up as tightly as I could be crying in pain and … Continue reading
Posted in Blessed, Congress, Hell, I will win, Lyme, lyme disease, Misery, suicidal thoughts, Suicide, Survival, Team Lymestorm
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Food Matters
Somewhere in all this “treatment” talk, I need to bring up the issue of food as medicine. Throughout the decades the idea of what “food” is right for you has changed in many ways. We count calories, carbs, fat, trans … Continue reading
Posted in Babesia, Babesiosis, caveman diet, chronic pain, food, food matters, getting better, growing stronger, healing, healng yourself, helping yourself, homeopathic, hope, I will get better!, Lyme, lyme disease, paleo, paleolithic, sick, Uncategorized
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The Way
I can finally see small improvements in my treatment. Most are small by other standards, but just having more “good” days is amazing. Dosing is becoming easier (though I don’t think it could have gotten much worse after last month.) … Continue reading
Posted in Anxiety, Babesia, Babesiosis, chronic pain, fighting back, getting better, growing stronger, hope, I will get better!, Life is unfair, Lyme, lyme disease, religion, spiritual, Uncategorized
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Life Cycle
I’ve come to a rather dark place in my mind. I’m not sure how much of it is treatment or this disease or just my brain. It amazes me how many years I spent getting to know myself and finding … Continue reading
Posted in hope, illness, Lyme, lyme disease, nature, sick, spiritual, suicidal thoughts, Uncategorized
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Babesia, Oh How I Loathe Thee
I know that I should be writing more often to document all that is going on, but I’ve just been too sick and my brain has once again turned to mush. I thought I was lucky. After finishing my first … Continue reading
Posted in Antibiotics, Babesia, Babesiosis, chronic pain, fighting back, getting better, growing stronger, healing, I will get better!, IV infusion, Life is unfair, Lyme, lyme disease, ticks, Uncategorized
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Poison + Pain – Pride = PROUD!
I have been learning a new level, type and duration of pain. I’ve always had a high level of pain tolerance. When I had my thoracic outlet surgery (aka my top ribs removed on both sides) the doctor and the … Continue reading
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Port Implanted – Antibiotics Started
Monday was the big day, I got my powerline (central line port) implanted and got my 1st dose of antibiotics. It was one of the longest days of my life. We were supposed to leave the house at 430am but … Continue reading
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