Category Archives: emotional

Babesia – Its Back

Posted on May 21, 2015 by lymestorm

Its late for me to be writing. I am swimming in the thoughts that have been brewing all day. Even though my brain is ALWAYS worse at night than first thing in the morning, I’m getting it out (my iPad … Continue reading →

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Rollercoaster of Emotions

Posted on March 30, 2015 by lymestorm

I have been avoiding blogging for as long as possible. I considered never blogging again. But my journey is not over. I still have so far to go and so much to say to help others. Prolonging sharing will only … Continue reading →

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Pretending

Posted on February 9, 2015 by lymestorm

I purposely haven’t blogged in a while. In fact, I have avoided most contact except with my close family and friends (both mostly by phone) for the last month. I haven’t checked my email. I have barely been seen on … Continue reading →

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Reflection and Thanks

Posted on January 2, 2015 by lymestorm

A year ago today I was fighting the remainder of the flu. I was working (Southern Patrol, my favorite.) I was still searching for the correct diagnosis. I was set in my routine. I was going about life the best … Continue reading →

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System Failures and Money Matters

Posted on November 7, 2014 by lymestorm

I am battling several diseases all of which are capable of taking my life. At my time of diagnosis (April 2014) I was told that I would have died within 12 months time had I not received medical intervention. That … Continue reading →

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Return of the Right Brain

Posted on September 13, 2014 by lymestorm

Its been a while since my last blog. I was trying to go for at least once a week. The last 2 weeks have been both horrific and terrific. I had 9 days without having to dose and that was … Continue reading →